Heart Sick

I cannot even begin to describe how heartsick I am for leaving my studio at the beach. I regret that I wanted more and that I even thought that with sacrifice I could attain it. The Clementine studio was a gift from God and with very very, deep and sorrowful regret I am sorry I gave up the very thing I loved to attain financial security, which, I may add, has alluded me. I beg for God's mercy to bring me back. Even with a small closet.  It was a place I loved. If I could only regain what I had. Lord, please have mercy. Forgive me. I rest in YOU. Pamela