Reassessing needs

I am reassessing my budget and my daily/monthly needs. To be honest, I don't know how I have survived this long. I always put the immediate needs before the long term needs. I would go without food for a new pair of shoes. STUPID!!!! Now I see that I wasn't taking care of my shelter, transportation, food, and clothing. The very things I need to survive I was sacrificing to the immediate wants. STUPID!!!!! It is time to look at things differently. God help me PLease! Show me truth and please get me back to Oceanside. Love Pamela